I. . . I. . . I don't believe this. . . I'm crying now. . . I know I'm a weak lil idiot . . . but. . . Well. . . just. . . read. . .

Ruki152: Tell Tento he'll regret the day he ever caleld me a bitch.
TaDahmonQM: :|
TaDahmonQM: He did?
Ruki152: Read his journal, and I know you thought the same thing. Good bye
*** Ruki152 signed off at Sun Feb 29 21:48:22 2004.

Then I was. . . so speechless. . . I just watched as. . . one account after another of hers. . . signed off. . . one by one. . . as she blocked me. . . Oh my God. No. . . What she said is already happening. Dammit. No. . . Why do I screw things up and lose everyone? I was just trying to. . . Omg, I dunno what I was trying to do, be fair? Be nice? Be myself? I"M SORRY NEJO, OK?! I"M SORRY. I"M AN IDIOT. *sobs* I want my Tent. . . Damn HPT to hell! I'm an idiot too for ever linking her to his journal that one dang night when I had a moment of weakness and needed to discuss something about things with her! Now all I need is for him to get mad at me for linking her and it'll be a perfect dang freakin' evening. . .