I wanted to comment on something that happened earlier and like totally amused me. Ugh. Wait. I need to desperately do something with Avid. Dang guy has been driving me nuts for too long. o.O Eh I'll let him ramble a little longer, wait till he goes offline, THEN I'll iggy him. Heh.

Avidreader99: Watch out for falling mad cows!
TaDahmonQM: :|
Avidreader99: who are you , who who? who are you who who......
TaDahmonQM: *raises an eyebrow*
Avidreader99: darn, CSI
Avidreader99: mom watches it too much
Avidreader99: song stuck in my head now
TaDahmonQM: Oh heh
Avidreader99: so what is new, you?
TaDahmonQM: Just talking with my boyfriend
Avidreader99: that good
TaDahmonQM: Yeah
Avidreader99: I have a major headacke
TaDahmonQM: Ew
Avidreader99: yeah
Avidreader99: I cant find my pokemon ruby cartrage
Avidreader99: ........

DO I care? Mah. i just wanna finish typing out this rant below and talk with Tent, not listen to him complain about his 'cartrage'.

Well Dad was talking with Mom, I was in my room, not talking with ANYONE, just playing a game and listening to Evanescence, and Dad knocks and enters my room.

Dad: Mom says it's your messengers dinging. Is it?

Me: . . . *looks blankly at my computer* Um. No. . . I'm not chatting with no one.

Dad: *whispers* then it was her messengers?

Me: Well, uh, yeah.

Dad: *goes back to Mom's room* She's not talking to anyone! Who are you talking to?

Mom: . . . I'm not talking to no one.

Dad: Then why are you hiding your computer's screen? C'mon, turn it around so I can see it.

Mom: I don't want to

Dad: I know you're talking to people in here! Go on, type to him! I want to see you type to him.

Urgh. And the woman wonders why I go searching for online moms. To think, Kathryn, Machelle and now Charlotte are all on my list as online moms. Course I never chat with Kathryn and Machelle now but Charlotte is definitely a good enough Mom for me ^.^ Even Dad likes her. So that's good.

But I'm still waiting. I dunno; on Sunday, I finally said something i've been thinking perhaps subconsciously for a long time now. . . I said to Ruki that I hate my mom with a passion. Now unless it's important, I haven't felt compelled to talk to her since. I feel sorta bad for this but I know it was coming since the summer that the whole Englander thing got intense. . . I knew it would end with me sort of disowning her. Heh. *sighs* It's odd cause when I was a kid and up to early teen years, Mom and I were so close. Then things changed. Now Dad and I are the close ones.

And charlotte says it makes her blood boil about what Mom's done to me, by making this secret fester inside of me for so long. o.O; Ah I dunno, I've dwelt enough on this tonight.