Uh. I started talking to Audit about it. . . and started to think. . . maybe I'm distancing myself to protect myself. . . Hmm. It might not be the exact reason to this. . . but it prolly has SOMETHING to do with it. . . Well there's something to think about tomorrow. . . Ok Audit ain't the right guy to talk to about it-- and wth am I doing, confiding in a guy?! Yeesh, Joou. . . -_-; I should ask Nejo about the distancing theory. . .cause I hate it. . .