Well since I'm past the feelings I felt an hour ago. . . and back to feeling emotionless like I do so often. . . The fact remains. In a few months, we hit the next part in my growing up. . . I'll learn to drive in the last part of June. Then I can go out and try to make a life for myself. Away from this God-forsaken house. And God-forsaken computer. I'll prolly even get a job. If some place will take me.