I feel more cheerful than I have been in a few days. My moods are odd lately. . . ^^; Ruki and I just spent like thirty minutes with her acting like I was invisible and that amused me. . . And I feel. . . not so worthless. Mom is still being generally stupid but. . . hmm. It doesn't bother me as much as it did three hours ago.

TaDahmonQM: I wasn't too happy with anything till a few minutes ago o.O
crzmama: yeah for sure
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: That obvious, eh?
crzmama: well you werent happy gf
crzmama: I mean you were ok but obviously hurt

Geez, what do I do, wear my heart on my sleeve and don't notice it. . .? Lol anyway. . .

Points to beat Charlotte: 323,279

Now Gen is on. . . but as soon as I messaged her. . . she put her status to brb. . . Ugh. . .


Punisher, The Soundtrack Lyrics

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Artist: Seether feat Amy Lee Lyrics
Song: Broken Lyrics

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore