I'm just ticked. I'm soooo ticked. And yes this is going in HERE. This isn't for my hidden journal. No. I'm ticked and i'm crying and I'm just sick of everything. It's like my life force is this frickin modem and when the cable company's generator blew, I lost it. I just laid down and cried. My life sucks right now. In a few hours, things will ease up, I suppose, and i'll be my usual chipper self but I need to rant a little while I sit here offline and wait for my cable company to fix their stupid gay generator.

Why do people need to toy with other people? I mean, are they that stupid? Tell the truth, be smart about this BS. Every day it seems to be the same thing. . . and it adds more stress. . . and it hurts. . . and it just frickin sucks and I just need to get away from it.

But then Mom comes in and bugs me repeatedly about packing, I get ticked off, and she says she can't wait to get me outta here like THAT will help improve my mood. Right now, I honestly doubt it. . . and I tell her and I tell her the cable modem is messing up. First time, she doesn't listen. Second time, I tell her to call the frickin cable company, gets ignored, she tells Dad and I to restart our computers, the modem, the router, everything. . . So we do that and it doesn't fix it, I tell 'em AGAIN, call the cable company. . . They finally listen and call and it's the frickin generator that runs the cable modem. Then she tries sucking up and says that I'm smarter than the whole cable company combined.

I just feel so dead sometimes inside. . . And right now I wish I felt like that. . . so I'd at least stop crying.

Ugh. I dunno. . . I'm calming down now. Not crying so much at any rate. . . *stares at her flashing cable modem* . . . *sighs* Guess since I have all this free time suddenly, I could start working on my chapter which I'm supposed to have finished before I leave. . . O.o


I'm actually not in the mood to write after all. Especially considering it's a Spikey scene. . . and I need to be in something of a funny mood for one of those. . . and God knows I'm not. I'll just sit here and remember the fics I wanna write. Heh. I'll even catalogue ten of them in here cause I'm a bored retard.

1 Data of our lives (Digimon)
A group of transfusing Digimon attack the Digidestined as others realize they hold the power of the Transfusers too.
2 DDA (Digimon)
The Tamers return to the Digiworld where they get caught in a battle with a girl who's controlling good Digimon
3 ATDT (Sequel to DOOL) (Digimon)
The saga continues as three Digimon try to destroy the humans containing the Transfusions
4 GD (sequel to ATDT) (Digimon)
Kari and Star are taken over by darkness and it leads into all the female angel Digimon trying to destroy the Digital Heaven
5 DDA: It all begins again (Sequel to DDA) (Digimon)
The Tamers return to the Digiworld again to find Amy and Robert in desperate need of help as the relation of the Digimon they controlled previously comes back to kill them
5 A millenium of darkness (Yugioh)
A new enemy comes and clones the Millenium items into brand new, eviller items containing more eviller spirits and makes a new tournament that takes place in the Shadow Realm
6 Dark Horizon: A new millenium (Sequel to AMOD) (Yugioh)
Two of the duelists stuck in the Shadow Realm attempt to find a way out as their decks turn against them and it becomes a fight for survival.
7 Crazy in love (Wrestling)
Victoria and Jericho fall for each other but then Molly decides to get her revenge and hurts Jericho so Vicky goes to get her revenge
8 Love is blind (Wrestling)
Nidia believes that Noble loves her until Rey convinces her otherwise and they plot revenge against Noble
9 Protection (Beyblade)
Hilary runs away from the Bladebreakers after another of her and Tyson's fight and gets captured by the Men in Black (Not the movie ><) and Tyson has to go rescue her
10 Princess perfect (Original fic)
A princess of a country gets replaced when the man she has a crush on sets the people against her, they rebel and now it's up to her to save her cousin, the new princess, from an assassination attempt, no matter how jealous she is of her.

Anyway, that was awesome. Mom made me get on the phone to say bye to Grandma before we go tomorrow and I was just finishing crying and I was stuffy nosed and yeah. . . Anyway I'm in a better mood now. Fox and Charlotte checking on me cheered me up ^-^; Heheheheheh. ^^