I'm sitting here kinda blurry eyed playing Sweet Tooth with Ted. . . It's a decent game. . . Though it drags out too long. . . I said i was going to bed when I finished it like twenty minutes ago. . . and I still ain't finished it -.-; Anyway. . .

. . . Hey I can hide parts of my entries better in this template. . . Good. . . *goes to find the HTML for it* . . . *sighs* This'll work. . .

Tomoyo: I'm really glad. . . she's back to normal. . . . You still haven't told her yet, have you? . . . How you feel.
Syaoran: If I told her. . . . . . she'd just worry. She's loved Yukito for so long. . . but he told her he loves someone else. Even then she kept her tears in so she wouldn't worry him. . . . . . until she talked to me. She knows how it feels. . . when the person you love doesn't love you in the same way. I think if I told her how I feel. . . she'd be worried about hurting me. So I won't tell her.

Dang it. *stabs fists in eyes* STOP Joou, dang it. There's nothing. . . to cry over. . . Stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

The "thing" to be discussed tonight surprised me. . . o.O; He thought I was mad at him. Well. . . I was, a little, I suppose. . . or I really just thought the uncomfortableness would still be there. . . so I hid. . . I'm just glad it wasn't what I thought it'd be. . . and I made Ruki mad because she thought the wrong thing. . . No no, this I'm not ready for. . . the pain is too fresh still. Finally I lost. Anyway. . . yeah. I haven't touched on this in my journal yet but. . . It's there. But I'll bear with it. Better friends than nothing, eh? And this means no hiding unless I really, truly feel like I'm against everything in life. . . 'Sides, I made a comment that made me realize just how close I came to letting it slip about this fact. . . O.O;; Gah! And I'm slipping even further just by posting this. . . Grr, I'm just going to beddddddddddd. . .