It was oddness. . .confessing my dreams earlier. . . I never did that before. . . and telling dreams about what led into the lowest part of my life. . . well. . . it was odd. But I feel myself coming out of that low part. I believe I'm moving on, I have a decision to make, and i'll make it. I'm waiting for no one but myself. And since Ray is the main factor in it all, he will be included in it. We'll just see where this goes. . .