*sigh* Gah. I ain't let my temper get the best of me like that in a longgg time. . . I mean, yeah, sometimes. . . I act like a b1tch to newbies or other people in chat rooms I dislike. . . but. . . not to Gen or Tent. Think I came this close to screwing everything up. . . -.- Then as if that's not bad enough, Gen went to my journal. . . and read my rant. . . before I could edit it. . . so now I feel guilty. I hope she comes online today so I can tell her I'm not mad. @.@; I know she was only trying to help but must she tell him every time I feel bad or start acting sad or whatever. . .? Now I just feel a lot stupid for not having the patience to wait. Course I wasn't going to do it. . . but. . . uhh. . . *blinks* Darn it. I'm not listening to anyone again. . . -.-;; And then Dad came in and asked me when I went to bed and asked if it was like 6 and I said yeah and he told me to go to bed earlier but then I asked him what do I have to wake up for? And he just kinda blinked at me or somethin'. . . Ugh anyway. . .