*yawns* I'm going to bed. But i'm glad things have turned out this way. It's a relief i suppose. Anyway. I hold no true ill-will. Tis for the best. And no matter what happens, I'll remain just the way I am cause i see no point in changing unless I think I should. And I really, honestly don't. Unless it's to become stronger. And I have, I think. Before i'd say absolutely nothing. . . that would offend people in my journal. And now I have. And I won't turn from it. No one that I honestly care about has ever said to my face that they hate me for the way I am. . . they might feel that way inwardly. . . but no one like Charlotte or Nejo ever knock me for being the way that I am. And they are the two main people online where it really matters to me what they think. Charlotte cause she's like an online Mom to me, and listens all the time, and Nejo cause she's an online sister and listens just about as much lol. Heh heh "bitcho". Whoo. . . *yawn* Funny. That still makes me laugh now, when I'm not so grumpy and stuff. Heck it made me laugh even when I was stressed out. XD