(about how strong I am)

crzmama: and you can be when ya need to be lmao
TaDahmonQM: Yeah rofl like tonight o.o
crzmama: yep
crzmama: rip him a new asshole gf lmao
TaDahmonQM: Rofl
crzmama: he wont even know what hit him lmao
TaDahmonQM: Yeah I'd love to see the look on his face rofl

XD I'm not even gonna bother discussing who this is about but I love the relationship I have with Charlotte. Heheheheh. I'm not gonna waste my time doing that though. It's all moot now. However. . . Ray now. . . Hmm. I do feel oddly strong tonight. And I might mess things up but it's time he and I talked. Ok he's opening it.

Jedi Knight CC16: im kind of thinking when i want another girlfriend lately.
TaDahmonQM: Oh yeah?
Jedi Knight CC16: yeah.
Jedi Knight CC16: Probably in a month or so...
TaDahmonQM: Heh yeah
TaDahmonQM: I would like to have another boyfriend by then. . . hmm.
Jedi Knight CC16: Yeah I have all kinds of thoughts.
TaDahmonQM: Yeah.
Jedi Knight CC16: It's just mostly I want that to happen in a month cause I got all kinds of things on my mind.
TaDahmonQM: Real life or online? Heh prolly real life right?
Jedi Knight CC16: Either works.
TaDahmonQM: o.O Ooh
Jedi Knight CC16: I guess but im more looking for real life anyways but like i said either works :p
TaDahmonQM: Yeah

Well I bothered asking.

Jedi Knight CC16: Ya never know, maybe we could get back together in a month or so ^_~ lol
TaDahmonQM: Hehe yeah ^^;

GAH! *falls over* XD! *giggles like a retard* If it happens, I'll be happy. If it doesn't, eh, I won't be heart broken.Till then I'll just continue having fun with him. Heheheheheh woot I tell ya. Yesterday and today has been the best two days I've had in a longgggg time. Even Ray noticed that i'm happier. Heheheh. Welp time for Turbo. If it'll load anyway . . . . There we go. Yay. All I know is if Ray and I do get serious, I won't introduce him to any of my other friends. Doing crap like that just totally screws things up sometime. He does know Charlotte slightly through Keno and that's fine. I'd trust Charlotte with my life. Anyway I'm getting in trouble in this Turbo room. XD I love doing that. Especially when it's stupid attention seekers I'm fighting with. I feel like reading them the Miranda rights. Anyway. . . When Nejo sis comes back online, hopefully she'll feel better. Yawn. My finger feels funny again. Ugh.

Anyway. . .

Group one of friends: Message board friends

Group two: Pogo friends

Group three: yahoo friends

These three groups of friends will never coincide again. I tried and it led to a lot of drama. Thus. . . they will be forever split from this point on. XD Ugh I hope Charlotte will be ok. She said her husband totally lost it tonight and scared her. . . Ugh. ugh ugh. Poor Mom. SO things have changed. Things posted on my Blog have been edited slightly. Instead of a bunch of little posts, I'm gonna return to how things were, say, a year ago. Then I can like have a Wordpad file up to post in all the time instead of having to constantly jump back to Blogger and stuff. So one longgggg post a day sounds good to me. Heh. And it will be posted every night at midnight. ^-^; YAY It's my boy, Aaron Lewis. Staind rocks!!! Hmm Jen hasn't made her daily post in her journal. . .NO do NOT get the multiple Jens I know confused. Not the. . . *coughs* And not the eleven year old, nah. It's the Jen who has posted in my tagboard once or twice. Awwww. Ok this is a little bobble head dog my mom bought me in Kentucky XD It's kinda cute lol. Hmm Ruki sis means well. . . and she does have a point. I'll think on it. . . But if it does end with me and Ray getting together, hopefully she won't end our friendship over it. . . Blah >< Well it's almost midnight, time to posty. *sighs*