I love this. Seriously. I do. Talking with Ray and getting close again. There's no drama. No fighting. . . no pain. . .no stress. I love him. Heh. ^-^ I am interested to see how this 'soap opera' of sorts ends up. Ya know I can see how it's gonna go. But omg I will sit here laughing and pointing. UGH! My tagboard is still down >< Heheheh. ^^

Jedi Knight CC16: Alright im gonna go sleepy now
TaDahmonQM: Alright I should go soon too ^^;
TaDahmonQM: *yawns*
Jedi Knight CC16: Yah we need our rest
TaDahmonQM: Yup
Jedi Knight CC16: Aw
TaDahmonQM: Thanks for making my day better ^_~
Jedi Knight CC16: *Gives you a kiss* Your welcome ^_^;;
TaDahmonQM: *kisses back* Have fun at league tomorrow, cya tomorrow night
Jedi Knight CC16: Thanks. I love you ^_^ good night
TaDahmonQM: Love you too night ^^
*** Jedi Knight CC16 signed off at Sat May 08 03:05:10 2004.

He and I talked from 11 to 3. . . Heh. Though some of what he was saying about Pokemon was confusing me. . . it was a nice reprieve from some other crap I could be hearing about now. *yawns* And it is true. . . He did make my day better. I smiled more while talking to him than I did all night. . . And thank GOD I found tylonel to help with my headache. And toothache. Ugh. Both are inter-related, I believe. If it is the root canal junk anyhow.

*hisses at her online list* Ugh. Pffffffffft. So far I'm feeling fine. My fingers aren't stiff or anything right now. My teeth aren't hurting. I don't even have a headache. lol. Geez thank God for tylonel. If I hadn't found it last night, I think I woulda killed someone. . . Ray and I made it to 3 AM. But that's ok, I was nearly tripping right then and falling outta my chair with sleepiness. >.>; I can't believe I lost the DVD decoder on my computer. . . Ugh. I'll never get to watch my Pokemon DVD. and my Tagboard is still down? If Elise's is on, I'm going to kick someone. O.o *kicks a random person on her MSN list* Eh. . . Yeeeeeeah. Keno is not giving me good points. Guess I'll play Turbo. This is the third game change I've done in ten minutes. o.O I need to clean my room. And I will be expected to help clean the living room later. Ugh. Yeah but my room REALLY needs it. I think when I get woke up more, then I'll go around and clean it. Crz'll be back on Monday!! YAY! Tonight's anime night. ^^ Ray and I'll stay up late watching it prolly. Heheheh. ^-^;; Ugh I wish Mon Wars would be updated. Well I'm going to clean my room now. UGH JENNY Dang it. >< Fine I'll get rid of her first then I'll clean my room >.> Mom saw my splints. . . Now I need to explain that oneeeee. Ugh stupidddd parents. I just ain't gonna. >.> It's 80 degrees out!!! I should grab my stuff and go outside. . . Heh >< After I finish my chores, anyhow.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 215,152

Ugh. CRAP! I got lites at turbo three times in a row rofl. I thought Charlotte was gonna kill me XD Woot my journal got a thousand visitors. ^^; Course I was the thousandth but whatever o.O

TaDahmonQM: Lol oh God
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: Ray and I aren't officially together yet
TaDahmonQM: But heck
TaDahmonQM: I love you saying to each other is close enough for me
crzmama: yeah might as well be though if youre saying ilys
TaDahmonQM: What I just said lol

Charlotte's trying to toughen me up. Make me see that. . . I don't need to constantly worry about what everyone thinks. La. . . Yeah ok I'll try that. Worry about #1. . . That'd be fun. Heh and #2. . . which is Ray.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 210,183

Yay! Getting closer. Now Charlotte wants to send me some nasty tomato email o.O

Eh. I'm in a better mood than I was. Course. . . I'm still a little blah . . . but I'm ok. *sighs* I think I'm gonna webcam later. And if Nejo comes on, I'll get her to help me with the whole. . . character thing. I have a couple ideas, she and I kinda can combined our ideas on our two characters or something. Heh. Or she can do her character how she wants. I want help on mine though. Heh. . . *sighs* >< Back to Hugs and Kisses, I'm on ch 46. . . Heh. I feel empty. I need Ray. . . why can't he be online more. . . Lily and Charlotte left Keno. . . so I went to Turbo. . . Loneliness added on. . . >.<; Ugh and I got put into a Teen's room. Blahhhhh. . . Yawn. Oh wow. This sucks. Totally. I'm webcamming and just started crying. Crap. Dang it. I want Ray. I want him now. I need cheered up. Ray never made me cry. and I mean NEVER. Fine screw it. . . I'm finished with this crap. I've had enough. People will never step on me again. And if they do, well, I dunno. Where's my hun at when I need him?

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 202,611

Jedi Knight CC16: So, what do you think about me and you being boyfriend and girlfriend? Just wondering... ^_~
TaDahmonQM: I'd like it ^^;
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^;;
TaDahmonQM: What would you think of it? :p
Jedi Knight CC16: :o I'm ok with it.
TaDahmonQM: That's enthused lol j/k
TaDahmonQM: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: So I guess me and you are bf and gf then right? ^_~
TaDahmonQM: Yep ^.^;
Jedi Knight CC16: Ooh ok.
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^;
TaDahmonQM: Yay!
Jedi Knight CC16: :D
TaDahmonQM: you don't wanna wait to the end of the month? :p
Jedi Knight CC16: Nah, thats ok
TaDahmonQM: Yay ^-^
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^

WOOT! But I need to talk to him. Mostly about the real life girlfriend thing. I won't be second to anyone. He left when I went to take my bath. . . Sigh. Prolly to call his mom. And wth is wrong with my AIM? o.O ><