'I want you to be happy. I want you to laugh a lot. I don't know what I'll be able to do for you. . .but I'll be by your side. . .'

Yeah. I just watched that episode of Inuyasha that seems to identify with me. . . The one where Kagome realizes she loves Inu even when she thinks he wants to stay with Kikiyo. Charlotte told me to turn it off, cause it hits too close to home, but it's too. . . similar. . . I AM Kagome in a way. . . Ray hasn't been on tonight. . . Bah. . .