Some people may think my life sucks. . . but I seriously am content. Heh. ^^; I just noticed that while sitting here listening to anime. My dad is across the hall listening to old music. Mom also is across the hall, listening to the news. We're all online doing our own things. And I'm HAPPY. Heheheh.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 225,608

YAY! It's dropping even more. And she won't be on in the afternoon much anymore. Her . . . Whn is going to be home more. >< He was laid off of work till the seventeenth. Ugh I'm going to miss her. Geez there were two big bad HTML errors in my post for yesterday >< I have this huge bug bite on my leg. . . *sighs* First one of the year. . . Ugh. Jealousy hitting me. C'mon, Joou! Like Charlotte would sayyyyyy, "Who cares?" I know if she was here she'd kick some sense into me. I told her if I started going down that road again, to kick me and so far she's done pretty well. Lol i start and she goes, "What does it matter?" or "Who cares what he thinks?" Or does, or anything. And that's what I need right now, lol. Lol haha ok I feel better. A bunch of people distracted me when we started talking about these dragons we raise in this one game at Pogo. . . and our badges. . . Heheheheh. ^^; you gotta love the little moments that make ya giggle like a retard. . . and forget all the bad times. . . if only for a few minutes. ^^ Man I bet my parents want to shoot me when I get in my singing moods. Heh. Especially when these moods come at 2 AM O.o; Oh and lemme say the video for Perfect Circle's latest song is frickin hilarious. Weak and Powerless. XD Dah likes. . . Why can't memories just be banished to the Shadow Realm? Heh. My fingers are dead. . . and I still don't have my badges. . . but it's 3 AM and I'm dead. Night.

Yawn. Ugh. There I had a nightmare about gangsters. I think I've watched mob based soaps too much. Grrr I'm going to really miss my online mommy. She's a lot of help in keeping me from going insane. *blinks* My fingers still feel funny. This really is not good. I will have to type kinda with two hands cause one hand typing HURTS. *groans* I hate two hand typing. Whew this does feel better though, and I am typing kinda fast anyway. I'll just need patience. Heh. Ugh. Yay I got one of my badges. I'll try that stupid Tumble Bees later after I go to Keno for awhile. . . Things just ain't the same without Charlotte -_- *stretches* Hmm. Still typing two handed when I remember to. Still hating it. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG A link to Fred Durst's journal?! I love Fred!!! Squeeeee!!! He has a Xanga. O.o; *puts Fred on her stalk list* XD I think I'm going to take a nap at noon. . . Ugh that nightmare woke me up too early. ><

Today's horroscope:

Maybe you're not thinking enough about certain things. Maybe you don't want to think about them at all. You revisit vivid memories of fun, and you want to go there again. Taking care of necessities doesn't seem to fit the bill, but ignoring them would make even more problems for you. You weren't expecting this kind of confusion, rebellion and soul-searching. Something good will come out of it, though. Surprise can shake you out of a state that's less than reality. If you knew how things would turn out, you wouldn't be nearly as effective. Break through the cloud that surrounds you.


Hmm. Well i'm trying to become a better listener. So far, I'm decent I *think*. Last night I sucked in it but I helped Sunny a little I think. Read a sorta interesting article on self-harm last night. Makes me wonder if I don't do it in a sort of way (IE, scab picking). Ergh my adblocker isn't working. I'm gonna take a bath, see if that wakes me up some. >< I wanted to anyway. But Mom's cleaning our fans out and the tub is occupied. Ugh. Yay. Sun says I'm a good friend. Ok I'll stop worrying about it. >< Just take it a day at a time, right? Lol Oh and about Friends. If I hear one more thing about the finale of it being tonight, someone's gonna get scalped. WATCH SMACKDOWN!!!! That's an order! O.o Well. . . Smackdown sucks. But watch it anyway! XD

Lily and I watching the president address the nation while we wait for our soaps to come back. . .

Lily: oh lord
Lily: thats bad when ya laugh at your own president
Me: Yeah
Me: Lol
Ted: is he in the room now lily?
Lily: who?
Me: O.o
Ted: the lord
Me: Lol
Lily: always mf alwaya
Lily: always
Ted: right
Me: I thought he meant the president. . .
Me: LOL

*later*

Me: Abdullah is on now
Lily: yep
Lily: King of Jordon
Me: He speaks better English than Bush. . .
Lily: LMAO
Lily: awww thats bad

Hmm. Lily made me feel stupid and I started scratching my arm till it was red. Maybe there is something to this self-harm thing. O.o


You are clear. You represent nothing and everything
all at once. You are open minded and fun to be
around and are usually happy but you can have
your days but when you do no worries because
your friends will be there to help you


What color are you most like?
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you are a great friend but you probably care too
much about them


do you suck as a friend
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. . . Heh.

You are Kayko. Loving but stern with your friends.
You help people in need but you never do the
work for them and you can put up with a lot of
shit from people if you truly care about them!


What Yuyu Hakusho Character are you most like?
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Yeaaaaaah.



You're a NERD! Just like Morty from Shaman King,
HAHA! Erm..well, yeah. ANYWAYS, you pretty much
love school, love books or computers. Whatever
it is your into, it has something to do with
learning..yeah, have fun with that.


What cliche anime personality are you? (With pics)(under construction)
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>< I hate school.

You're Normal! You are trying to get through
school, and have a real life. You haven't got
caught up in the sterotypes. Congrats.


What High School Sterotype are you?(Pics Soon!)
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Woot.


Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?
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Lol again the similarities with me and Jen are scary. She wonders why things turned out like they did when last night, and today, I'm doing the same. I swear. . . YAY I got my badges. Heheheheheh. And a lotta tokens too. Woot. Ugh I still miss Charlotte. And HOW am I gonna do next week's challenge for the badges??? Get every word in Word Whomp three times AND get twenty kings in Checkers? Checkers is dang easy but not Word Whomp! I *hate* that game with a passion. Dang you, Pogo. Sucker me in with two easy challenges, then throw two harder ones at me XD So now I have 20 minutes to read Nina's fic. . . before supper, typing and wrestling. It's gosh darn hot here. Almost ninety. Ugh.

Smackdown was funny. Lol. Though Rico and Jackie not being on it was sad. And what it me or was that French boy, Renee, aroused? *cough cough*

Points needed: 218,656

crzmama: uhg piece of sht pogo
TaDahmonQM: Lol yep and ugh
TaDahmonQM: :p
crzmama: ugh even
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: Mark got booted too
TaDahmonQM: Weird
TaDahmonQM: I'm the only one who remained mauhahahahaha
crzmama: finally got the loading page
crzmama: so youre in?
TaDahmonQM: I never left
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: *I* didn't get booted
crzmama: I thought you had trouble too?
TaDahmonQM: no
TaDahmonQM: I was jumping back to Pogo
TaDahmonQM: To see if you jumped to Turbo
TaDahmonQM: LOL
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: Looks like Susan got booted too
TaDahmonQM: Mark's back in lol
crzmama: you sure?
crzmama: cuz he just went off aol
TaDahmonQM: His name is in there
TaDahmonQM: Sun's Pogo is broke too
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: he with aol?
TaDahmonQM: No
crzmama: hmm
crzmama: well sht..aint even gonna let me on with IE
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: Yuck
TaDahmonQM: *starts shooing at tokens* Here, here, before she comes back, get in my pretty bag
TaDahmonQM: :o
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: why ya brat
TaDahmonQM: ROFL
TaDahmonQM: You left your tokens behind!
crzmama: the hell i did
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: ROFL

crzmama: btw tell Sun hello
TaDahmonQM: Ok
crzmama: ty
TaDahmonQM: Yw
TaDahmonQM: He says ho
TaDahmonQM: . . . *HI
TaDahmonQM: OMG
crzmama: geesh
crzmama: im a ho now
crzmama: wtf
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: >< No
TaDahmonQM: Dah, GS no Himeko-- It comes to wander, it comes to wash away the sins of you and I . . . says:
Crz says hello
sun says:
ty HI crz
crzmama: or is he trying to play santie clause?
TaDahmonQM: ROFL
TaDahmonQM: I corrected it!
crzmama: lmao

and now Crz and I are cat fighting for tokens XD

Updated points needed: 215,662

Heh heh hehehehehehehehehe. I splinted my finger sorta and it makes for kinda easier typing. Doesn't hurt as much at least. Now I'm gonna splint my little finger and hopefully things will be all good. Heh. My pointer and little fingers are the ones I type with the most so. . . prolly has something to do with it.

crzmama: lmao premature masturbation syndrome lmao
TaDahmonQM: ROFL

ROFL Our idea of male's PMS. Yeah. . . Uh. Sunny's coming outta the closet. Yikes. WAH! It's 12:30! I forgot to post in my journal!!! *runs to do so*