I'm cold. Blah. I'm up to ch 180! Woohoo! XD Well another fight started in Keno. By another person I don't care about. End result? King muted and me racing with people half blind. sigh.

*After I wait in silence for awhile*

Me: *pokes Lynne*
Me: *steals her flower*
Lynne: Hi
Me: LOL
Me: What're you doing?
Lynne: IM
Lynne: and you
Me: you're doing me. . .?
Me: OMGGGGGGGGGG
Lynne: LMAO

Heheh. Hmm. It almost feels like steps were taken tonight. . . towards something. . . that I dunno if I'm ready. . . for. After so much sadness and anger and everything. . . I'm not ready for it again. My mind is still on Lynne and her problems and their similarities to mine and etc etc etc, Ray and how I just want to be happy with him, Sin and having fun with HER, taking care of my online crap. . . and just enjoying the people in Keno as much as I can, my story and writing it as quick as I can. . . I just wanna be my own person again. I seriously think I lost that, lol. Anyway. I'm gonna go to bed. And dream about weird things cause Metallica's "So what" is the last song I'm listening to tonight. Ackkkkkkkk. I swear I had a weird dream last night too and forgot it as soon as I woke up. Ah well. BED! *jumps into it* (Up to 184 in Nina's fic too BTW. . .)
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Ahhhhh was it just me or was that night overly quick? Dang the sleepage just went past like THAT. Nuts. T_T;; O_o; Dad is writing to Neopets about being down for five days straight? I'm changing my screen name there. Dang. LOL. Ack now to catch up at GS lol. Aw dmn. Now I guess I should edit the RPG forum back to normal. Ahh well twas funny while it lasted. XD GS is still loading a little sluggish for me. But oh well I'm just glad it's UP. . . I did miss muh board. I gotta admit. That new Saliva song is cool. X3; I like it lol. Pojo's board. . . won't load. O_o;

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Woot. Lol. Blogger needs to get a new journal up for their little 'Blogs of notice' thing. Though I still find Life at TJ's place oddly yummy. O_o; Life at TJ's place Yeah. Finally I linked to it. *now knows TJ will prolly come read her dumb, teenagerish crap* Ack. Lol. I have a dentist appointment sometime eh next week. That's cool cause I've been taking better care of my teeth. Brushing twice a day and all that. Hopefully they'll find no problems. AND I NEED A NEW PENCIL. . .! Yeah. My old 'Covered in Easter eggs' pencil is nearly all used up. Mainly cause of book reports. Heh. Ok now Blogspots is lagging. What is it with sites today? Lol. No going out today I guess. I sorta wanted to go out and sit in the sun while working on finishing my book reports. . . but it's cloudy and rain is close so I think i'll just not do that. I. . . just noticed something on my Spybot. And it scared me. Wait a sec. OMG. Apparently one of this journal's readers' Internet Providers tracks cookies and thus Spybot deleted its cookie. . . Dang that's screwy. Well time to see what luck I can have with Neopets heh. . .

Crzmama: hmmm
Crzmama: glad theyre gone
tadahmonqm: Yeah me too
tadahmonqm: I'm still kinda getting use to this muting people thing-- it's like only getting to see half of the room or something lol
Crzmama: yep
tadahmonqm: And I had to mute someone else last night
tadahmonqm: Lotteryking
Crzmama: oh wow really
tadahmonqm: Frickin idiot I swear
tadahmonqm: These people just loved to attack me this weekend
tadahmonqm: Well newbie was asking how to race
tadahmonqm: Sooooo I tried to explain
tadahmonqm: And Lottery goes, CHILLY IT'S 1 + 1 = 2, GET IT?
tadahmonqm: So I say, Chilly just add up token winnings at the end of each round
tadahmonqm: Lottery says, HUSH FUNK HE'S NOT STUPID
Crzmama: rut roh
tadahmonqm: I said, excuse me? You're the one doing the 1 + 1 = 2 shr
tadahmonqm: *sht
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: So he told me to F O
tadahmonqm: I said hell no not for you and muted him
Crzmama: oh no

OMG CJ!!!! *watching Bold and Beautiful* I almost didn't recognize him at first lol. Ya know I was sorta thinking. And it hit me why I hate it when people say they should get a life and etc etc. If you sit there and do whatever and it makes you happy, truly happy, then say you should get a life, well, why? You're happy-- and what you're doing is your life, or at least part of it. So why change it? Like for example sitting here at this computer for the better part of my day makes me happy. And i don't see why I should change it. Even when I get a job and a car and la la la all that, I doubt my life outside of that'll change too much. And uh. How many small town contests do you know of that, if you win, you get 300,000 dollars? I mean daaaaaaaaang. I could see. . . 300 orrrrrrr maybe 3000 if you wanted to stretch your imagination a little. . . but 300,000? Who backed that? Geesh. *cries* NOOOOO POKEMAN NO NO NO NO. It's fun when he starts bugging me and Ray is on because we can make jokes about him but God. . . Wow!!! I got lites and this all at once:

You have won 2500 Neopoints!
You also win the Petpet Buzzer
WOOHOO. Guess Dad and I are going to a steak house for supper in East Peoria. Heh.


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Dmn this group is becoming an annoyance. Wendi, wth did you get me into? Why do Crow and Outlaw, two idiots i don't know, keep bugging meeeeeeee?

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