My arm hurts. And that chat just left a disgusting taste in my mouth. *sighs* But now I have a few hours to sit up and read Nina's fic and struggle through my stinging sunburn. Blah. I dun wanna know what Mom's arms feel like. Shewee. Ted and Ricky Rick are working on calming me down. And cheering me up. Thanks guys, much love, I needed this little time to laugh. Hmm. *sighs* I just feel down tonight. Sis is cheering me up to a point but ugh did that comment ruin everything. . . I'm over crap and then this happens. Hmph. >.<; Charlotte and I need to analyze this. Muchly. Ok n/m. JJ from Keno and I talked about it. . . and he's so right. I'm not supposed to fix his problems, though I'd like to. JJ made me promise not to think on it. So I won't. I try my hardest to keep my promises, JJ. Even when they seem impossible. Ok? ^^; Yeah Dah/Funky keeps her promises. *yawns* Well guess I'm going to go soon and stare at the blurry darkness and think about things, or try not to and just sleep. Night all. -_-;
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WAH Jericho is hurt. Nooo. T_T
Points needed to beat Charlotte: 45,319
Dang you, Tyson Tomko. And dare I say As the World Turns was hilarious today? Though i slept through some of it? Lol. *twitches while at CB* Ugh. Charlotte asked me something interesting today.
Have I ever felt like shutting down the computer. . . and not ever restarting it?
My answer? YES YES HELL YES. I thought of that all the time before Kentucky. Before Ray told me he loved me. Before anything started turning around for me. Yeah Ray saying that was a turning point. Now I feel happy go lucky again. . . Ugh that stupid Steel idiot person is back in Keno. *uses her ignore powers* La. And chicken is for supper. Again. And again. And again. Well SPAGHETTI is for supper tomorrow or I'm going on strike. O_o Ignore. Ignore. Ignore.
Whoa. I've changed a lot. . . But the test seems correct. =/ Blah. Arkana is defeating Yugi. *yawns* INSTANT MAIN EVENTER~! . . . Lol Alex cracks me up. Stoney messaged me. He likes the story. Yay!
buzz_stoney: boo
MDDah:
MDDah: hey
buzz_stoney: see that link on my status?
MDDah: Yup
buzz_stoney: go check it out lol
MDDah: Ok lol
buzz_stoney: tis 3 of my songs
MDDah: Cool
MDDah: Did you read my story?
buzz_stoney: yep
buzz_stoney: tis good so far
MDDah: Yay!
MDDah: You understand it ok? lol
buzz_stoney: my kids were right into those shows so yeah
buzz_stoney:
MDDah: Lol ok just making sure
^^ All my poor neopets are dying. Sigh. Wait till you see what Neopets did to my Koi. . . I'm gonna post a picture of it after I post this later. Heh. It scares me. O_o; I feel weak again. Is it selfish of me to want Charlotte to never do what she said earlier? I dunno. I hate the rare version of The One by Metallica. It's so depressing. Ugh Neopets also changed the looks of the Moehog. . .but they didn't overly screw them up. In fact they look a little better. Ok Neopets don't die on me now, dang it. >.<; Ooh Thornley. I need to sing, I'm in a bad mood. WTH. I lost my shop at Neopets. Well frick Neopets is down totally. O_O; *brings up another browser and begins to do other stuff* Ack. I'm joining Pix's rpg. Oh boy. Lol. I only rpg'd once before. O_o;
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Shoot. Lol. I was playing four or five rounds of Keno. . . and while overflowing the tub almost, I got lites for the second time today. Do I sense another 8 hit coming? XD Go me!
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Yawn. Well uh. I just read the latest Soap Opera digest. Lila from GH died in real life. Wah. RIP, Anna Lee. You do hafta respect her. Not many people would do a character when they're stuck in a wheelchair for over twenty years AND be in their 80s/90s. Anyhow Neopets is working now so I'm playing XD *rocks out to STP* Ah. This is the life. But. . . where is CHARLOTTE?~! I want her to see my two offlines about my lites XD Dang. XD Yeah so. . . after I finish at Neopets. . . I need to go back and read up on Pix's RPG. . . It's raining~! Lol. *goes to look outside* Ray Ray, come online soon please <3 <3 <3 I need some happy time. Lol. He seemed to be acting a little distant last night after reading my journal entry or maybe it just seemed that way cause I was feeling odd after certain chats I had. . . I hope he didn't misunderstand my entry, the stupid part of the night was NOT about you, hon. It was totally someone else. You were the best part of the night. ^_~ Charlotte, as for KNOWING WHAT ONE of the problems is, well, it doesn't help me to feel any better. You know? Ack. I seriously am not doing good on these Neopets games today. Think I ain't concentrating. . . -_-; My new template is so pretty, I just wanna sit there and stare at it XD AND I found two more pretty templates to use later on. Hehe. ^-^;
How ya feelin'?
The day has had its way
with both of us
And oh, I've gone out of my way
But I'm not free
From this pain I'm feeling
I was a fool to think someday
You would come around
But no, no, no
I'm not thinking that way
'Cause now i see
You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
I think you should just go away
'cause there's no necessity
for you to stay and
Next time you come
around my way
Forget it baby
You're not comin' in
You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
A heart ready for a life of sorrow
No you can't come back tomorrow
Shut my windows
Lock my doors
'Cause my heart won't be
your ragdoll anymore
'Cause my heart won't be
your ragdoll anymore
Wow dmn. I found that in a journal template at Blogskins.com . . . and it just struck a cord with me. I wanna use this journal thing sometime down the road. . .
Points needed to beat Charlotte: 37,402
Jedi Knight CC16: Dah teach Celebi spanish? j/k.
tadahmonqm: LOL
Jedi Knight CC16: :-p
tadahmonqm: I'm sure my stalker would :p
Jedi Knight CC16: Omg lol
tadahmonqm: LOL
Rofl.
Jedi Knight CC16: I'll start the exam right now...
tadahmonqm: Ok
Jedi Knight CC16: I cant stop thinking about it.
tadahmonqm: ^^;
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Jedi Knight CC16: Its like you
tadahmonqm: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: I cant stop thinking about you either ^_^;;
tadahmonqm: Awwww ^_^
Dmn. Sweet, hon. Had me tripping there. That was soooooooo sweet. yipes posting time.
